my great life

Hello there. I’m back. It’s been awhile since my last blog, I know. But a lot of things have happen in the last whenever I blogged last. But I guess I can try to fill in the emptiness of not blogging. Let’s see. Well I brought my car into Macey’s dad’s shop! Cuz my car is shit! So a lot of stuff needs to be fixed about it but lucky I work a lot so I have money to pay for it! (Kahahaa! MONEEEEY!<3) And works going alright I guess. Just the usu. Slept at Macey’s new place and watched Gone With the Wind. Some intense stuff goes on in that movie!!! And just last night we had a sleepover again Megan, Macey and I! We watched what’s eating Gilbert Grape; of course it’s an amazing movie cuz Johnny’s in it (LOVE)!! And macey’s place is so beautiful I love it! I have my own drawer for sleepovers! LOL. Macey’s a great friend. I’m so glad I met her!! :) Anways. Megan and I went to Dan Russells b-day party in rio homes and saw all the old peeps we use to party with it was cool but kinda boring! I haven’t found my halloween costume yet but I will go seach perhaps on thursday! Ahh so many things have happen in my wonderful life. I just don’t know if I have enough time to talk about it all. Why don’t we start with my day today? And from there we shall begin the great journey that is Sarah Monassa. Today I woke up at Macey’s! Already a great start! We talked for a little bit before I had to go to school. I walk out of her house and the weather takes my breath away. I suck in the air and breathe out trying to take it all in! I go to class and concentrate as hard as I can on what the teacher is teaching, for it is math. And I loathe math! Then I go home to start my asl paper but alas I end up on fb for like a hour. And I asked Aj what his biggest dream was as he was getting ready for work. Then we had a good talk about LOVE. TRUE LOVE. kyaaa. Then after that I go to the kitchen and start to blog! Oh shit here we are! I guess this is where we stop. There was so much more to say but not enough time! I know I know, don’t be dishearted. I WILL return! And tell you all the greatness about ME! Until me meet again my world!

Dear blog, feeling listless today, as I stare at my paper that I haven’t even started yet for anthro I grow tired (just by staring!). Why is that blog? Because I’m done with school and sick of it already? Or I’m just too lazy for my own danm good? Who knows, I mean I’m sure you understand. Being a blog has its ups and downs I’m sure and it must get tough sometimes. But when’s MY time to be happy huh Blogging?!?! I feel like I’m working hard for this better purpose but it will never come. As I sit here with my thoughts reverberating back to me in the cold dark I wonder. Was I meant for something greater? Will I find that thing that will inspire me for good? I feel like. Like. I was meant for more! I’ve had my head in the clouds these 19 years on Earth and I feel like I’m just barely getting down and realizing what’s going on around me but I’m not sure I really like it. :/ sorry blogging, I know I’m not acting my usu self. It’s not all about me. Once I find that thing I’ll know and *Dramatic pause* I’ll be ready. I must leave before I rant more my sweet. It was lovely talking to you again. Hope to do it soon (cuz you know, I don’t have anything better to do) -Love Sarah Fortuna Monassa

this morning didn’t go as well as I planned. So I was driving to school (like everyday you know cuz that’s how I get there) and the next thing I know there is a cop with his lights on behind me. so I pull over to the side of the road. Already use to this routine. And I roll down the window and get my wallet ready. And he comes by and asks me if I was aware that I ran through three stop signs. And yes Blog. I was aware. I run those stop signs every single day of my young life when I go to school and by god I would do it again (not really cuz I don’t want more tickets.) But I didn’t tell the officer that of course! Do I look like some fool!?!? Kaha ha aaaa. but anyways. Lot of thoughts were running through my mind. Like (will he catch me for lying to him about the address on my licence and that I don’t live at woodlands village and I haven’t for like two years? Or if I’m gonna be late for this test I’ve been stressing about and wanted to be on time for?) While I was thinking about these things I also counted how many times I’ve been pulled over. This was probably the fifth time? Sixth? No..no I think it’s only five times. But man. That sure is becoming a record! So now long long long story short. I got to take my test on time. I have no clue how I did. It was kinda hard D: and I went down to the court to pay off my ticket and forget I eeeever broke the law. Turns out I can take a class and pay more. Or just pay for all my citations and get some points on my lincence, bad points. Which one would you have taken Blog? Seeing how I have no time for anything but school and work and my very important blogging. I would have no time at all. So I’m gonna pay the fine and be on my merry way. God forbid that I never EVER. Break the law AGAIN. You know something blog, I’m not mad. I did a bad thing. I broke the law and got caught…it’s my fault. I should of known better. Now I know. NOW. I can do good. Well thanks for listening blog. You’re a great pal. I mean I could always tell a friend this story or talk to them but I’m sure they got other things going on in their life (like blogging) so I have to go now and write a paper and start another reseach paper and then go to class then work. But I’ll talk to you soon ok? Don’t be a stranger ;)

can’t you just ask how my day went?